Before you date me
You need to understand that I'm
damaged. I might get triggered easily. I have
struggled with things. There are moments
when I'm curled up on a ball on the floor
and I won't talk to anyone. i'll might shut you
out, I'm not going to be able to trust you
for a while, because everyone has always
left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I
will need reassurance. I will need you. I
will need you to keep choosing me. I'll
need you to care when I text you saying
I'm getting bad again. I'm a lot, I know
this. So before you think I'm always
happy, that I'll always be positive, that
I'll always be smiling - know the reality
before you get involved. Don't enter my
life if you can't handle it. Lastly, don't
you dare touch my heart if you
aren't ready for that.