I am admittedly a complicated person, which makes me unsuitable for many people as a life partner or as a lover Don't get me wrong, being complicated does not mean that I am difficult to be with, because I am tolerant, forgiving, and humble. Yet, I have many hobbies and interests, and tend to think too much in general. Now knowing that I expect my partner to be the same way, this can make me tedious or exhausting to some people who do not like to think or talk too much.
... It is also frustrating for me to be with such people because it makes me feel bad about myself, which is not good either. So instead of being with someone who would see this essential side of me as a shortcoming it is better to be with someone who would appreciate me the way I am.
That being said, I have no problems being simple and friendly with all types of people. I am very good with people in general, but as a lover I look forward to being more myself, thinking loudly, and not shielding my complexity. I would like to find someone with whom I can share myself.
Other than that, I think I am entertaining, pride-free, straightforward and thoughtful. I talk too much, I like to express myself. To me, good communication is very important... It is the cheap price we pay to have a meaningful relationship with others.
I have a very curious nature. I like to ask and talk about things, and like it when other people appreciate my curiosity or show similar curiosity towards things. I like to understand how things work, including communication between people.
I have a passion for making food, and I like to understand the science in food. To me, food is interesting because it embodies a good amount of science but still can be discovered directly by the senses. Food is also amazing because it can be used to connect people and to make them happy. I have a special interest in espresso. In fact, I am now working as a barista in Dubai, while doing a Masters in Computer Engineering in Saudi Arabia.
I am very open-minded and inhibition-free. To me everything is negotiable and subject to discussion. I was raised in a very religious family in one of the most religious countries in the world (Saudi Arabia), but managed to get out of most the boxes eventually. Right now I am an agnostic.
I am selfless, modest, sincere and have a sensitive nature. I give as much as I can and enjoy giving when the other person means something to me. In fact, I need to have people in my life who mean something to me, it is one thing that gives my life much more meaning.
I am a BLUE person according to the "color personality test" (Look it up, it is a great test). The reason why I am mentioning this is that by checking what type of personality you are and looking into the compatibility report between you and BLUE people you can know a lot about what to expect at people like me. For example, I have difficulty coping with RED people (the pragmatic type of person who is mainly driven by the desire to be successful).
Despite of being arab I do not have the machismo most Arabic men have. I try to have a realistic view of myself and to see the flawed reality of who I am (starting with my non-ideal posture, I hate my round shoulders, but I am working on it!).
It is hard for me to comment on my manly character, but I think I might not be satisfying or sexually appealing to women who are turned on by very masculine men.
Even though it does not sound very nice, I think I am mature enough not to have any pride. To me, pride is not a useful thing.
However, I recently noticed that I have some pride in relationships, for instance, I will not accept to be in a relationship in which my feelings are not returned... Not because my love for the other person will fade away when they do not love me back (which is a very valid reason), but rather because I think it is humiliating to me to be in a relationship like this, which is a form of pride that I seem to have sometimes. Other than that, I am pretty pride-free. I never have problems apologizing, admitting my mistakes, etc.
