gurai

I'm a man that accepts the tragedy of life and does what needs to be done to gain a sense of understanding and happiness. I enjoy shooting pool and watching movies, movies are awesome. I attend to make people laugh as much as possible. I hear I am good at it and it's the best way to relieve tension and to meet people. I'm currently working at the Hyatt Hotel doing banquet set-ups. I am also looking for another job because unfortunately my hours are unstable and random When I'm off, I hang with friends, family, and always up for anything for downtime. Relaxation is important to me; whenever I am not working, I lay back, relax, and make music. Yes I do make music. It's a style of orchestra, piano, variety of effects, etc. I have no cable so this helps me to become active and to do other things. I usually exercise 3 times a week. This includes thee 100 push-up challenge, which is difficult but the process is improving. I accept people for who they are and at the same time, anyone that disrespects me gets the same in return. I usually do not bother with people who create problems or try to gain attention with plain stupidity. I feel I am unique when it comes to acknowledging my surroundings. Usually most people do not realize the small things around them or the way certain things work in real time. To look at the sky and ask yourself what it's true purpose is. This is why I exist because the creator placed these signs around me and to realize his creation is an honor to him. People tend to walk around things and realize nothing or understand nothing that is placed in front of them. I try not to be generic because I see the average person acting the same way, appearing the same way, and it irritates me. I am not saying that my life is better but I try to avoid becoming or appearing like someone else. If I like something, I like it and I do not impress others or change myself to fit in into this so called "society". I am a believer of Christ. I am believer of the one God and at times I question certain christian beliefs and improving my faith is what I focus on. Now, my eyes finally see truth and I have the strive to improve myself and to be worthy enough to stand in front of the creator himself. So, I wake up and question my existence. Do I question my faith? No. I question the meaning behind what I was raised to understand. To have better understanding is what I focus on and finally conclude that life is broken and unpredictable. I wake up and experience failure and the only thing I carry to remind myself why it's worth it is faith and faith alone