Ok I know this is alot to read but I am telling you, you will get the jist of where I am coming from and understand me alot more if you put effort into reading this.
Hi my name is Amber im 23 years old, I am in the process of finalizing my divorce I have a daughter who is 20 months old she is the cutiest little thing in the world and has made me happy knowing that because I got married I was able to have her.
In my life I have had alot of ups and downs but between you and me ( which this is frankly quit weird of me but) the downs in your life are the best times because you should know there is only up in the near future. I am looking for that one special someone to be my knight in shinning armor. ( now guys dont take that to literal.) My knight in shinning armor is not a perfect man but the perfect man for me and that includes his faults. When I look at people and try to understand them I look at their faults ( now that might sound weird) but the faults in people shouldn't be on display really, you should know that the bad things are there so you can look for all of the good that is hidden and showing right there in a bright neon sign saying look at me, most people look at the faults and say bad things but to me the faults make the person better because there is alot more good in them then they realize themselves.
So again I am looking for a night in shinning armor but I am also looking for a bit of the dark night in them to, there are a couple of things I wont tolerate and put simply is: if you dont like who i am then you shouldn't try getting with me, and another is I dont like to be played with. Now great qualities i would like to have is someone who doesn't care if I cry in front of them and tells me everything will be ok, also someone who doesn't like lying, and someone who is fun, energetic, likes to be decisive ( because guys out there I am not to decisive) but not someone who is to bossy ( i can have problems with being tould what to do, unless I tell you other wise), and I want someone who will be great at starting a conversation, sure i can start a conversation and keep it going but it gets tiring doing that all the time and then I end up asking the same stuff, so I want someone who can keep asking me questions even if they can be embarrassing because I sure have nothing to hide.
so now alittle about my personality: as you can see i can be a little funny, but in reality i can be very lighthearted and be a child, not in the way like yell scream kind of way, but be a child like watch cartoons, have really interesting sugar rushes, and be totally in love with manga/anime and if you dont know what that is i will explain, manga is a comic book but extremely better drawing/animation, and anime is a cartoon but a little more adult (as in fighting/kissing/romance/fantasy stuff) and ten thousands times better animation, and yes I overexaggerated but its true. I love to read, mostly fantasy and romance, but i do read teen books to. I am open minded to new things but if i dont want to do it you will know, and when I am in a relationship I am a very devoted girlfriend fiance wife because I want to be the one supporting your dreams and cheering you on and saying thats my man, i am caring, compassionate, understanding because i have had lots of bad things happen in my life, and give so much of my heart to the person i am with sometimes I think i wont get it back ( which is a good thing unless he brakes it. I love to cuddle even if we are not talking we still can understand that its there between us and lounging is great to. anyways that is me in a nutshell and if you have read all of this, your crazy. just kidding your not.
hope to hear from you guys soon.
amber
