DiviShalom

We conclude it's not worth the trouble; what with all the drama and the pain we have so often found it replaced with. Why set myself up to be hurt, broke, used and totally emotionally drained? I am 100% honest when I say I'm better off without it. I am able to give my Father my undivided attention, I get so much more accomplished for the Kingdom of Yah; I am much more satisfied and the reward is priceless. Then, in the midst of silence; what many would describe not only as a desire, but an inherent need of the soul; it rises up and cries out. You find yourself imagining what it would be like to have someone who is on your level; someone who compliments you; someone who adds to you and doesn't take away; someone you can build a family with and call your own. Then you go seeking and that fantasy fades away in the distance. Now all one can do is be content, satisfied in the Most High's love. There can be no fairy tales when one is faced with the human condition of this world, and the inevitable fact that it's all coming to an end. Must I choose? I will take the perfect love of my wonderful Creator over the fickle love of a damaged human heart, any day. ~Divi