I have an intense side and a mellow side. I can be intently focused or I can step back, gice space, or let go of things. I'm not a needy guy and I can handle being alone but I've been alone a lot and I've been through a lot of loneliness, rejection, getting ignored and avoided, and I've been through a lot of deep hurt. I've cried a lot and I'm crying on the inside as I write this. I'll admit that. I'll also admit that I've been alone so much that, a lot of the time, I've shut off and stopped thinking about what I look for in a girl and what I want in a relationship, but, now that I'm getting the chance to answer that question, I can answer it. Some of what I look for in a girl is that she be a good girl who likes to be bad, baby. Haha. Anyway, I'd like her to be faithful (we're aloud to look at other people and admit being attracted to them, but we're gonna be faithful to each other), kind, sweet, good hearted, caring, accepting of faults, and basically value having qualities that I value having in myself as well. We should be accepting of how the other person is and, if we feel the need to grow as people, we're there for each other, we support each other, and we believe in each other and encourage each other. We would go through our endeavors together with a sense of humor when we need to bring levity to things and we're serious when we need to be. After all, we don't want to be helpless jokers who can't take things seriously to save our lives now, do we? Haha. Anyway, affection is good too. As I said, I'm not a needy guy. I used to be one, but not anymore, babe. But I must admit being starved for affection very much and valuing affection very much. So if you're craving affection like I am, hugs, kisses, and carresses will come your way from me, baby. I've actually got more interest in affection than sex, so I think that separates me from a lot of guys out there. Oh, and when I talk about not wanting kids, it's not that I don't like them. I like kids just fine and it's good to think back on what growing up was like for us. Thing is, I just don't know if I'll always at absolutely all times be capable of being such a great father.
