Hey guys, i am definitely not listening to the description of what i should and should not write. You need to know the bad and good and if you decide to contact me thats great. As you can see by my user name I am at a crossroads in my life, I have quite a bit of baggage that I am ready to leave behind, no point pretending I don't have any problems! I am absurdly honest, probably too honest, but the right people appreciate it. I don't really know what I'm looking for, maybe even just a simple non sexual friendship. I am in a shitty relationship, tired of being with a creepy two faced liar, being mistreated, and feeling bad about myself after three years. I am 4 months pregnant, and could use some cheering up. I do not party I'd hope that would be obvious, although these days it's very sad that a lot of pregnant women drink or do drugs, not me. I do like to have drinks and have fun get crazy and wild on occasion before I conceived. I do not like junkies, nor drunks, liars disgust me, if other women get you off don't lie like its not obvious because it becomes a problem and I wouldn't want you. At least be honest and there's a chance it won't matter as much. Haven't smiled in a long time, wondering what it feels like. All the bad aside, I love the outdoors, I love animals, I appreciate being taken care of, I am kind hearted and I enjoy helping those in need. I am more happy on my own it seems than in a relationship, I haven't met someone who makes me complete or happier when I am with them, it's been a lot of misery and I know I deserve a really great guy. It would be amazing to meet real and honest people who bring out the best in eachother instead of a shitty time of being brought down. It isn't right. I am very shy unless I feel comfortable, in which case I love to joke and tesse but I too have a serious side. I have a very responsible lifestyle, I am realistic in all aspects and just from what I've written down I can imagine many of you are scared but that's okay with me. I'm just being real. Hmmm what else? Lol. I love food! I like shopping sometimes. I like a nice place to live, nice things. I want and appreciate a gentlemen and I'll tell you when it's okay to be rough ;) and I'm getting bored of yapping away, So MSG me if you dare? ;p
