CoinGuy74

I am an open minded conservative man and I love the outdoors, even though I'm in my 40's, I still walk through swamps with the mud and muck just to catch a turtle/toad/frog. I've been doing it since I've been a child. I also am an avid coin collector and seller with an Online Coin Store I opened up in Sept. 2019 after years of saving what little I could at a time from the SSI check I receive due to my Kidney Disease and an issue with my left arm which was nearly detached from a forklift accident in 1992. But right when my store was all set up and all the bugs worked out, Covid hit and I lost everything. But, I never give up and am rebuilding my coin collection so I can finally get my Store up and running for good! I have made a lot of mistakes in relationships which cost me to lose those I love. Because of what has happened over the past year had made me so miserable that I stopped showing my partner the Love she deserved and made the horrible mistake of taking it out on her(NOT PHYSICALLY) but emotionally which is just as bad if not worse in some cases. I wish I didn't have to lose those I love before I learned to changed my actions and behaviours. It's been a long hard process but I will NEVER give up on finding someone who Truly Loves me back as much as I Love her! I absolutely believe and know that "Communication" is the key because without that, how can anyone know what to change or how to change in "SOME" situations, not all. I have a very big heart and am very protective(without being obsessive and controlling) over the people I Love. I am honestly very easy going but I sometimes make "GUY" mistakes but I'm not arrogant and if I'm doing something wrong, just tell me and I will change it. I've always had trouble with Trust and that also has cost me dearly. Getting hurt sucks but I have learned to take responsibility for my negative actions and behaviours . Learning this has come at a very high cost. I also love to play guitar and write songs/poetry. I honestly even had a couple of my poems published in a book of poems which I think was cool. It used to be called Poetry.com but I think now it's called something like LuLu.com? I don't know, it has been a long time since I've gone to see it. I love to go Fishing, for me it is not just for catching fish but for relaxation and peace of mind. One of the most important things to me is trying to protect the Local WIldlife that live in Harveys Lake, where I live. My goal is to have them pass a law making all boats be electric because the gasoline spills are desomating the local Reptile & Amphibian life in the lake. I believe in conservation but I'm not nut case about that kind of stuff, I am logical about protecting the wildlife. I'm also a very giving person, I HATE MONEY!!! Though I do know ya gotta have it to survive. I'll do anything within my capabilities to help someone who asks me for help or is in need. Church is also very important to me, my faith is of Great importance, it has been shaken to its core many times though I refuse to give up. With all I stated above, it all comes down to, I just want to be Loved and accepted for who I am(but fully willing to let the right woman guide me to be a better man). That covers most of me.